ARGH! I wish people would stop being so God Damn secretive. It’s stressing me out and destroying me and if I had the energy I would write a really long post about how much i’m hurting right now. But I don’t even have the energy for that anymore. I don’t have the energy for anything.
Put very simply I really hate my parents right now. I know I shouldn’t and I know it’s a horrible thing to say. But it’s true I love them to death too. But I wish they weren’t so selfish. Haven’t they learnt by now that they are the reason we are so damaged. That secrets are the reason we all end being hurt.